My name is Leila (phonetically lee-lah). Sagicorn / Year of the Tiger. I am self-proclaimed Nine Inch Nails' fangirl. ♥ I am someone who smokes ( the available kretek cigarette and marijuana <3 ), but rarely drinks. I can be soft spoken, or scream in your face. I am serious about my music, politics, and the people I care about. You can love, or hate me. It's your choice.

29th November 2012

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“cigarettes and chocolate milk / these are just a couple of my cravings” — Rufus Wainwright

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14th November 2012

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I have an exam in Geology this morning. I distracted myself from my test anxiety by taking pictures of myself. ;3

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23rd September 2012

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So I’ve been on medication for almost a month now, and I’ll say that I think the results have been good (good enough to merit to keep taking it).

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27th August 2012

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So today marks the start of the new semester (taking Physical Geology &amp; Comp 2) with me (still) in therapy &amp; on medication (300mg of Lithium). I&#8217;m hoping that things continue to get better and better, like they have been. &lt;3

So today marks the start of the new semester (taking Physical Geology & Comp 2) with me (still) in therapy & on medication (300mg of Lithium). I’m hoping that things continue to get better and better, like they have been. <3

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17th June 2012

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therapy & me

So tomorrow afternoon I have my first session with my new therapist. I’m really excited and nervous (been a whole decade since I’ve last sought help).

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23rd March 2012

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Feeling very pretty this morning.  ^___^  <3

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20th February 2012

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What I&#8217;ve been wearing while studying today. Comfy clothes, ftw!

What I’ve been wearing while studying today. Comfy clothes, ftw!

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2nd February 2012

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Dyed my hair Manic Panic’s “Vampire Red” today. ;D

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25th January 2012

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Amanda took some really fucking nice photos of me (click to view full size) last week. >D Photos by teh ‘mazing Manda Cantu<3

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24th January 2012

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Anonymous asked: I bet you look amazing in your bra and panties ! :D

Leila in a wig … I love it so. <3 Photo by Amanda Cantu!

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23rd January 2012

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My sister gave me this poster of a play, Please, Please, that was going on while she was in college at Oberlin.
My sister is the best. This poster is the best. I had to share this awesomeness.

My sister gave me this poster of a play, Please, Please, that was going on while she was in college at Oberlin.

My sister is the best. This poster is the best. I had to share this awesomeness.

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16th January 2012

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Good morning, Tumblr people. Hope everyone is having a good day. <3

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13th January 2012

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Say hello to Leila ten years ago at age 15~!

Giovanni found this awesome picture a few days ago, and I thought I&#8217;d share it with you guys. ;3

Say hello to Leila ten years ago at age 15~!

Giovanni found this awesome picture a few days ago, and I thought I’d share it with you guys. ;3

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13th January 2012

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Say hello to 15-year-old Leila! Such a cutie. ;3

Giovanni found this picture of me a few days ago, and it just made me smile. Thought I&#8217;d share with you guys.

Say hello to 15-year-old Leila! Such a cutie. ;3

Giovanni found this picture of me a few days ago, and it just made me smile. Thought I’d share with you guys.

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